Time	08:06 am

Time's drawing nearer all the time. But then again, that's the definition of time, isn't it? It certainly isn't going to hold for me.

I am afraid to pick up the phone and find a solution. Why? Because I have no idea what I am going to ask for. Or what answer I would get. That situation really scares me. I am supposed to know. I keep telling myself that is the reason anyway. That I am used to knowing what people say, so I am scared now that their words are cloaked from me. It is a very comfortable thought.

I can't keep my eyelids open. And yet I have so much to do today.

Current Mood: Tired

Current Music: Dave Matthews Band - Crash into me