Cacaphony of Pain

The worst thing one can possibly experience is to lose something that you never truly realized you had. To feel that no matter how much your emotions burn true, they cannot overcome that obstacle which has been set in their way. To try in vain to preserve even a fragment of something so precious, so that perhaps it may grow again if properly nurtured this time... And then, sooner or later, to be completely fatigued. To be unable to change anything. To have spent oneself in the pursuit. To be denied. Lost. Gone.